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Intro
00:39
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Breathe You In
03:50
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If I could go back to the first night when we met
There's a few simple words I might have said that could have been the thing that kept you here
When my mind starts running back to you
I'll hide my face in my hands like I always do
And my heart it starts beating
And I begin to breathe you in
I'm sorry if you felt like you couldn't be seen
I just want you to know it's not you it's me
I just have too many insecurities
Please be patient with me
When my mind starts running back to you
I'll hide my face in my hands like I always do
And my heart it starts beating
And I begin to breathe you in
And you probably can't stand the thought of me
Meanwhile I feel so incomplete
No longer hearing all about your day
What could I have done to make you stay?
When my mind starts running back to you
I'll hide my face in my hands like I always do
And my heart it starts beating
And I begin to breathe you in
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Cold To Be Alone
03:49
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Trying to fix what you broke in the first place
All I ever asked of you was for space
But you couldn't give me that
and you still can't.
Hearing your voice makes me feel like my heart is gonna explode from my chest
You keep clawing at my insides til there is nothing left
You don't get to discuss whatever happened to us
Cause you did this to me
You're the one who chose to leave.
I'd set myself on fire to keep you warm
My thoughts are louder than the thunderstorm
I scream to make it stop til I'm out of breath
It just got quiet cause I'm already dead.
I can't tell if this is just regular heart ache
Cause everything in me is about to break
Is this a dream from which I'll never wake?
I should have known that you'd be my biggest mistake.
The draft coming in my window reminds me how cold it is to feel alone
The draft coming in my window reminds me how cold it is to be alone
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Say it on your own it's lonely at the top
The grass is always greener, but will it ever stop?
We climb under and over ourselves between the sheets
and our fingers crawl like spiders to each other in the seats
Try not to abandon me
try not to abandon me
From your chest to your hips is where my torso usually fits
We squeeze even tighter than the space between our lips
Snow like feet inching up your skin
Is usually our cue to begin
Try not to abandon me
Try not to abandon me
To focus where we're going in the middle of the night
Can I convince you that I don't mind
That you take up all of my time
Yeah you take up all of my time
Yeah you take up all of my time
You take up all of my time
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Sweat starts racing down your face
As two become one in this heated space
I lose control over my hips
Waiting for you to steal that kiss
I think of you inside of your room
And the way your body begins to consume
Me and every breath in my lungs
You can teach me to slow dance with your tongue
You've got me on a short leash
and I can't breath
You pull me in tighter
and know that you have me
Is it okay if in the morning I'm away?
and make you wonder why I didn't stay
Just know that we'll always have that night
You can think of me to pass the time
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I know that you're fine on your own
Do you think of me when you are all alone?
These days have been especially hard
Oh why won't you let down your guard?
I promise that I'm not going to hurt you
again like you think that I probably would
You're so scared of ever getting close
But you're the one that I want the most
I don't deserve to be in love again
Cause I don't like to be affectionate
Sometimes I get scared every now and then
I'll always be just your best friend
Whenever I try and look ahead
I just think back to when we'd lay in your bed
Now you won't go anywhere near me
and I've never felt more empty
I don't deserve to be in love again
Cause I don't like to be affectionate
Sometimes I get scared every now and then
I'll always be just your best friend
I always hurt those who are good to me
i don't deserve to be happy
so i'll just sit on the sidelines
and watch as my life passes me by
I don't deserve to be in love again
Cause I don't like to be affectionate
Sometimes I get scared every now and then
I'll always be just your best friend
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I purposely held my breath under water
longer than i probably should
just so i can get the closest to heaven without climbing up ladders
I know it's the furthest place I can get from you
But what else can I do?
I did everything for you
Take me back to Lafayette
To the minute when we met
Wish I knew what I was getting into
Give me one more day of a life without you
I did everything for you
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If there ever was such a thing as miracles
i'd be in a better place
and everything i ever loved wouldn't have gone away
Did you ever wake up to realize that you have nothing left to keep you from falling falling falling off the edge?
and i used to feel safe knowing you'd pull me back in
but who will be your safety net?
nothing has gone according to plan
and i am still the same i've always been
and everything around me continues to change
and i am still the same
i can't find the light to brighten up this room
i can't find the love i once had for you
i can't find the strength to put in the effort
i can't find a way to make myself feel better
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Whenever I close my eyes I can still feel you inside
Can still hear you breathing deeply and feeling up my thighs
You left my room hours ago
The hands on my clock are moving so slow
I'm falling asleep on the shower floor
Wishing I had done something different before.
There's not enough soap in the world to wash you off of me
There's not enough Gentleman's Jack to make me forget I had to take Plan B.
Make me forget what you took away from me.
I lay down and begin to shiver despite the heat's on blast.
I can't forget the pause in your face when I asked you to stop.
There's not enough soap in the world to wash you off of me
There's not enough Gentleman's Jack to make me forget I had to take Plan B.
Make me forget what you took away from me.
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Hit Like A Girl Montclair, New Jersey
Hit Like A Girl is a project by Nicolle Maroulis
We run a transgender non profit organization called No More Dysphoria
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