It’s Not Me

by Hit Like A Girl

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I’m watching everything crumble to pieces
And my mental health slowly decreases
I know what I need to pick myself up off the floor
But I can’t find the will to care anymore

The wind it hurts my face
And I can’t keep up with the city pace
And I’m missing you and the life we had planned
Wishing for those diamonds in the sand

When I asked you to marry me
(I wasn’t kidding)
You laughed and you tossed the engagement ring
And I bet you did it on purpose
(Was it worth it)
You snapped a picture of me in
The river searching for it

What will it take to make you happy
(It’s not me)
Is it Your Friends or your drugs or your job as a waitress
Why can’t you admit it
(You miss this)
Stop acting like you’re so damn brave

All you wanted was your own garden
A place for your dog to run
I’m just getting started
I want to be all those things for you
Even though you’re convinced that I’m just bad news

In exactly a year from now I’m gonna call you
Because that’s the last thing that you asked me to do
When I look in the crowd and I don’t see your face
I immediately regret always putting you in 2nd place


released November 5, 2019
Recorded by Ryan Hillsinger
Mixed and Mastered by Doug Gallo
Drums written and performed by Ryan Hillsinger

Single art by Zoe Reynolds


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Hit Like A Girl Montclair, New Jersey

Hit Like A Girl is a project by Nicolle Maroulis

We run a transgender non profit organization called No More Dysphoria

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